I need to start remembering that and not let the 'what if's' bother me. I also need to stop letting other things bother me, other things involving people being immature and stupid. At some point I think I'm just going to have to let go of my worried thoughts and go with the flow, this might be that point.

I'm amazed at how one person can influence your thoughts on something so much. It all seemed so scary before but now it feels so right and I feel like I could almost be ready.

Wow. Early days I know, but wow.