It's sort of unsettling. I've realized that I don't really allow myself to get really happy anymore. It usually just means that you have further to fall when you fall. I wonder is it really real or is someone going to jump out and say 'just kidding, did you really think this would work?'. I am so addicted its driving me crazy. Definitley can't keep my mind on essays and lab exams even though I need to for just a few more days. Ahh, this really is what it's all about. 🙂